Mixed Feelings

Hmph!

If I hadn't probed, I wouldn't have known that some people went to look for my blog and have read it. Invasion of privacy! Hmph! People nowadays, what are they coming to? Respect! Respect my choice people! I did not invite you to read my thoughts. I feel naked, stripped bare mentally, my innermost thoughts and feelings have been exposed, probing eyes and greedy fingers reaching towards me, the details of how I spend my time and my life have been dissected... Well you get the picture.

When I first found out, I was shocked. Then I was embarrassed, but the more I think about it the angrier I get. From mere irritation to full blown anger. Okay, not that bad but still a substantial amount of anger. Regarding what I will do with my blog now, I have ten ideas.

1. I can delete my blog and never blog again.
2. I can quit SPAC2Go and never acknowledge that any of this has happened.
3. I can quit school and never acknowledge anyone from SP.
4. I can continue with my blog but fill it up with mundane details of my boring life.
5. I can continue with my blog and write generally, perhaps write about news, politics and current affairs.
6. I can continue with my blog and write entertaining stories, write typical blog articles.
7. I can let this blog fall into disrepair.
8. I can delete this blog and use someone else's name to create another one and not write about people I know.
9. I can use alphabets and numbers to replace people's names.
10. I can fill this blog with misleading articles to confuse you people.

There! So many choices. I don't know which to choose or perhaps I will use a combination. Suddenly I think of maths, you know, permutation and combination. (I am not sure about the spelling.) I found that topic relatively easy and I really enjoyed it. Anyway, I am straying off the main topic.

Anyway, for people who don't know, I am totally over that person. I am a touch and go person, in other words, a flirt. If you want me to describe my school girls in one word, I would say that we are flirts. We have short attention spans, come to think of it, I seriously don't know any SAC girls who have maintained relationships for more than three months. I was with my ex for only two and a half months only, actually, I got bored with him within two weeks. What to do? I am a thrill seeker, I cannot keep still or remained focused for too long. Don't get me wrong, I am not a scatterbrain, I am just... just more unemotional when it comes to relationships.

Anyway, my anger has subsided after writing all this. And I have deleted all previous indiscreet entries already. So go ahead. You can read my blog all you want and I don't care.