Emotionally tired

I'm just tired emotionally. Tired of being angry. Tired of being sad. Tired of worrying. Just plain tired. Am I hitting menopause?

I think I am emotionally drained. The only thing that keeps me alive is my heart beating. If it stops, I don't think I'll even know.

I want to talk to someone about all this. I want to have someone to lean on. But my mum is ignoring me and I can't bring myself talk to her about certain issues.

Sigh... Now even Suzanne gives me more bad news. Damn! I'll never score well for her module. I'm starting to hate FW a whole lot. Can I breakdown in class?

This is probably the only module I will do really badly in. And the ironic thing, I like writing. I just don't know why I am doing so badly for this module. Why? Why? Why?

I think I should move on to another topic before I go mad. FW sucks!

The last few days was an emotional rollercoaster ride. Anger, sadness, fury, depression. I think I deserve an Oscar for my performance in school.

The line between friendship and animosity is thin. Don't cross it please.

I don't know who to trust anymore. Thank god for PY. Like you said, let's 'bai tuo xie lao' together. Hahaha. That will be Brokeback Temple.

Valedictions...